My NDE
Although my experience was shorter than others spoke about theirs, it was extraordinary.
I was not yet saved, by standards of being born again. I got saved in my early twenties. To make a long story short, as I have shared this before. I went to have major back surgery, a spinal fusion, which would last almost 9 hours. The only thing is because of the length of time some how the anesthetist didn't give me enough anesthetic, or failed to keep an eye on me when it should have been given again. I woke up during the surgery in excruciating pain! The next thing I knew there was this sudden jolt, and I left through the top of my head, later upon my return, I entered back through my chest. Immediately, found myself, at the ceiling of the operating room. I saw my back was wide open and ribs seemed spread apart and standing in a more upright position. Apparently my heart had stopped beating, and there seemed nervous excitement between the doctors!
Here, I was dead and I was watching from the ceiling of the operating room 3 doctors & one nurse in as state of panic. I was hovering at the ceiling above them. One Doctor was an anesthesiologist and the other two were operating on me. I saw Dr. Wright, the specialist, calling my name, come on now can you hear me, come back, work with me; as he turned saying to the other doctor & the anesthesiologist doctor; "I never lost a patient that young before". I saw Dr. Wright put his hands inside the open portion of the body trying to massage the heart trying to start it again. I was lying on my stomach with my head turned to one side!
My vision zoomed in and saw my body lying on the table, and I tried to get their attention to leave me be I was alright now. I wasn't hurting, I had no more pain. They couldn't hear me, yet I heard everything they said and saw what they were doing.
The next thing I knew I was worried about my mother who was in the waiting room, almost instantly I left immediately, was there, to see if she was alright. I saw her sitting in a chair, wiping away her tears, and heard her praying for me. My two younger brothers were waiting there with her. I tried to get their attention to let my mother know I was alright now, but no one saw or heard me.
Then I felt myself back in the operating room as I lay just half way between the room above my body, but instead of going back into the body, I found myself being pulled, travelling at lighting speed through this dark tunnel. I now feel that this tunnel is associate with the valley shadow of death now ,I could hear people's voices but I couldn't see them.
Travelling through the tunnel I got a quick view of outer space, as I sped through the tunnel, passing, planets, stars, all these extraordinary shapes and colors, until the end.
When I reached the end of the tunnel my body was already standing upright, and this beautiful bright brilliant white light was shinning and standing in front of me, as I was coming closer to it. The Light didn’t hurt my eyes at all, I saw an outline figure of a man in it light. Immediately, I knew the Light was Jesus. My heart was overjoyed, and I felt more alive then I did in this life here on Earth. The Earthly life seemed like a dream instead and the Near death experience felt like reality. I felt more alive than ever before, and the feeling was extraordinary to say the least, I didn't want it to end.
Everything the Lord spoke to me was from His mind to my mind communication. I could hear the Lord speak from His thoughts, and in turn He heard my thoughts out loud too.
Jesus told me all that I would have to go back to my body because I still have to go through many things here on Earth! I was not ready to go to Heaven. He also told me what He wanted me to do. The Lord said I wouldn't remember everything when I got back to Earth, but he would bring back to mind the work I still needed to do for Him. Now, I understand, it was for my good
to return to my body, as I knew about Jesus, but had not heard about accepting Jesus, as my Lord and Savior. For Jesus said "You must be born again" in order to enter in to God's kingdom for eternity. Plus, the works the Lord would do through me, would also bring others who would other wise miss going to Heaven, because they too had NOT heard the Gospel or Good News, and had not been born again; like my own parents at the time. God loves the sinner, but hates the sin, and He longs that none should perish, but that everyone would be saved.
I did get a glimpse of Heaven's beauty. Then I remember when Jesus, the brilliant white light engulfing me, with an embrace, as Jesus held me, I didn't want the Lord to let me go; Jesus' love is indescribable beyond anything anyone can experience on this earth. You can't contain it; it's awesome! Jesus told me that I would be back home(heaven), one day, however, right now I had to return back to my body. It sadden me but Jesus reminded me my Mother still needed me, along with my brothers.
The worst part of it all, was leaving Jesus, and the second was the big jolt in my chest, as my soul, my spirit returned back into my body.
The Lord knew I still had to be saved, and I received His Holy Spirit Baptism too.
Jesus does love the sinner, and willing gave His precious life for all sinners. So that whosoever, calls on the name of the Lord, would be saved. It is by grace, we are saved, Jesus paid the price in full for each one of us. He died for me and you; will you make Jesus your Lord and Savior and live for Him, today!
Because my Jesus lives, I can face tomorrow...and you'll be able too!
I know that my Jesus lives, and so will I eternally be with our Lord and Savior Jesus, the Son of God!
Blessings!
Valerie
Although my experience was shorter than others spoke about theirs, it was extraordinary.
I was not yet saved, by standards of being born again. I got saved in my early twenties. To make a long story short, as I have shared this before. I went to have major back surgery, a spinal fusion, which would last almost 9 hours. The only thing is because of the length of time some how the anesthetist didn't give me enough anesthetic, or failed to keep an eye on me when it should have been given again. I woke up during the surgery in excruciating pain! The next thing I knew there was this sudden jolt, and I left through the top of my head, later upon my return, I entered back through my chest. Immediately, found myself, at the ceiling of the operating room. I saw my back was wide open and ribs seemed spread apart and standing in a more upright position. Apparently my heart had stopped beating, and there seemed nervous excitement between the doctors!
Here, I was dead and I was watching from the ceiling of the operating room 3 doctors & one nurse in as state of panic. I was hovering at the ceiling above them. One Doctor was an anesthesiologist and the other two were operating on me. I saw Dr. Wright, the specialist, calling my name, come on now can you hear me, come back, work with me; as he turned saying to the other doctor & the anesthesiologist doctor; "I never lost a patient that young before". I saw Dr. Wright put his hands inside the open portion of the body trying to massage the heart trying to start it again. I was lying on my stomach with my head turned to one side!
My vision zoomed in and saw my body lying on the table, and I tried to get their attention to leave me be I was alright now. I wasn't hurting, I had no more pain. They couldn't hear me, yet I heard everything they said and saw what they were doing.
The next thing I knew I was worried about my mother who was in the waiting room, almost instantly I left immediately, was there, to see if she was alright. I saw her sitting in a chair, wiping away her tears, and heard her praying for me. My two younger brothers were waiting there with her. I tried to get their attention to let my mother know I was alright now, but no one saw or heard me.
Then I felt myself back in the operating room as I lay just half way between the room above my body, but instead of going back into the body, I found myself being pulled, travelling at lighting speed through this dark tunnel. I now feel that this tunnel is associate with the valley shadow of death now ,I could hear people's voices but I couldn't see them.
Travelling through the tunnel I got a quick view of outer space, as I sped through the tunnel, passing, planets, stars, all these extraordinary shapes and colors, until the end.
When I reached the end of the tunnel my body was already standing upright, and this beautiful bright brilliant white light was shinning and standing in front of me, as I was coming closer to it. The Light didn’t hurt my eyes at all, I saw an outline figure of a man in it light. Immediately, I knew the Light was Jesus. My heart was overjoyed, and I felt more alive then I did in this life here on Earth. The Earthly life seemed like a dream instead and the Near death experience felt like reality. I felt more alive than ever before, and the feeling was extraordinary to say the least, I didn't want it to end.
Everything the Lord spoke to me was from His mind to my mind communication. I could hear the Lord speak from His thoughts, and in turn He heard my thoughts out loud too.
Jesus told me all that I would have to go back to my body because I still have to go through many things here on Earth! I was not ready to go to Heaven. He also told me what He wanted me to do. The Lord said I wouldn't remember everything when I got back to Earth, but he would bring back to mind the work I still needed to do for Him. Now, I understand, it was for my good
to return to my body, as I knew about Jesus, but had not heard about accepting Jesus, as my Lord and Savior. For Jesus said "You must be born again" in order to enter in to God's kingdom for eternity. Plus, the works the Lord would do through me, would also bring others who would other wise miss going to Heaven, because they too had NOT heard the Gospel or Good News, and had not been born again; like my own parents at the time. God loves the sinner, but hates the sin, and He longs that none should perish, but that everyone would be saved.
I did get a glimpse of Heaven's beauty. Then I remember when Jesus, the brilliant white light engulfing me, with an embrace, as Jesus held me, I didn't want the Lord to let me go; Jesus' love is indescribable beyond anything anyone can experience on this earth. You can't contain it; it's awesome! Jesus told me that I would be back home(heaven), one day, however, right now I had to return back to my body. It sadden me but Jesus reminded me my Mother still needed me, along with my brothers.
The worst part of it all, was leaving Jesus, and the second was the big jolt in my chest, as my soul, my spirit returned back into my body.
The Lord knew I still had to be saved, and I received His Holy Spirit Baptism too.
Jesus does love the sinner, and willing gave His precious life for all sinners. So that whosoever, calls on the name of the Lord, would be saved. It is by grace, we are saved, Jesus paid the price in full for each one of us. He died for me and you; will you make Jesus your Lord and Savior and live for Him, today!
Because my Jesus lives, I can face tomorrow...and you'll be able too!
I know that my Jesus lives, and so will I eternally be with our Lord and Savior Jesus, the Son of God!
Blessings!
Valerie
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